Well this is my first attempt so FORGIVE ME!
Ok, now Staci, you have "influenced" me! Since you moved I have been wanting to create one of these things and now I HAVE DONE IT!
Now that's off my chest!;) Today has been one of those days that I just want to go lock myself in a room and just cry. For those of you who aren't up-to-date with me, I AM PREGNANT!! I am 7 months now and ready to have my beautiful baby girl, Alayna. I found out AGAIN about 2 weeks ago that my baby daddy, we'll call him A-hoe, is fu**ing around on me with the same chick! He practically tossed me to the curb and now for the passed couple of days he has been telling me he "loves" me and "wants" to be with me. BLAHBLAHBLAH. But I guess with me being pregnant and all I feel like I want to go back to him! I CAN'T I CAN'T I CAN'T!!! I can't go back to him and have him treat me like crap!! I am having his second child!! Does that mean anything? Apparently not.
I finally went out, after being on "lock down" for about 5 months, on Friday and I had a blast!! I had men buying me drinks (which I promise ya'll I didn't even take a sip) and wanting to dance with me. Can ya'll see Im pregnant? But it felt good that I can attract men or have anyone attracted to me, ME. I haven't had that feeling in a very long time. Am I attractive to someone? Or is it just that Ass growing from this pregnancy?? hahaha I was around my friends I haven't seen in forever and it was just the thing I needed to feel good for a couple of hours. It was short lived but worth it!
Then we had a company party Saturday night and I was wearing a black dress that was georgeous. I had sooo many people compliment me that night I was like Who-In-The-Hell needs A-hoe!! But why is it that as soon as I leave I have then "NEED" to call him. And I did but of course he was busy luckily I said "for him to Fu** himself" and that made him hang up on me. I didn't know what to say, but I did it I called him, so I had to say something to piss him off.
Well my good good good friend, K, is out of state, should be moving in by March and I can't wait!!! I miss her and her children sooo much! I have been worried about her retarded Ass!! I know as soon as you read this you are going to want to kick my ass. But guess what I still have a month before I add you to my list of people I need to run from!! hahaha
Well that's it for now! Im just getting started, I have a feeling I will be back soon!!
Now that's off my chest!;) Today has been one of those days that I just want to go lock myself in a room and just cry. For those of you who aren't up-to-date with me, I AM PREGNANT!! I am 7 months now and ready to have my beautiful baby girl, Alayna. I found out AGAIN about 2 weeks ago that my baby daddy, we'll call him A-hoe, is fu**ing around on me with the same chick! He practically tossed me to the curb and now for the passed couple of days he has been telling me he "loves" me and "wants" to be with me. BLAHBLAHBLAH. But I guess with me being pregnant and all I feel like I want to go back to him! I CAN'T I CAN'T I CAN'T!!! I can't go back to him and have him treat me like crap!! I am having his second child!! Does that mean anything? Apparently not.
I finally went out, after being on "lock down" for about 5 months, on Friday and I had a blast!! I had men buying me drinks (which I promise ya'll I didn't even take a sip) and wanting to dance with me. Can ya'll see Im pregnant? But it felt good that I can attract men or have anyone attracted to me, ME. I haven't had that feeling in a very long time. Am I attractive to someone? Or is it just that Ass growing from this pregnancy?? hahaha I was around my friends I haven't seen in forever and it was just the thing I needed to feel good for a couple of hours. It was short lived but worth it!
Then we had a company party Saturday night and I was wearing a black dress that was georgeous. I had sooo many people compliment me that night I was like Who-In-The-Hell needs A-hoe!! But why is it that as soon as I leave I have then "NEED" to call him. And I did but of course he was busy luckily I said "for him to Fu** himself" and that made him hang up on me. I didn't know what to say, but I did it I called him, so I had to say something to piss him off.
Well my good good good friend, K, is out of state, should be moving in by March and I can't wait!!! I miss her and her children sooo much! I have been worried about her retarded Ass!! I know as soon as you read this you are going to want to kick my ass. But guess what I still have a month before I add you to my list of people I need to run from!! hahaha
Well that's it for now! Im just getting started, I have a feeling I will be back soon!!
posted by Crystal @ 11:41 AM
2 Comments:
At 1:51 PM,
Stace said…
Hollywood like you have room to talk you don't update your shit FOR shit.
Hey Crystal, congrats and yes welcome to the club this way I will know what the hell is going on with you, but I have no idea where you commented earlier b/c I didn't see it on my page, but I did see where you are and will make a note. MUAH
At 1:53 PM,
Crystal said…
Kiss my .... hahah
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