Its early, I KNOW

But everytime I go to the grocery store or the mall (dollar store) Valentine stuff is everywhere!  I dread this day coming, I know its a made-up 'holiday' and all but its grown for some people to actually share it with someone they care about.  Well for me Alex is locked up but we've never spent Valentines or heck any holiday for that matter together.  The only Valentines that I had really someone was when I was married and I was ready to leave him.  He bought me 2 dozen roses and took me to dinner, but also did the same for his mother so it didnt feel special to me, and that's when it hit me, I left him on the 16th. 

I would love to share that day with someone.  Granted I have plans for my children but Im talking about for me!  I get my girls carnations and my son a teddy bear for Valentines but can a mother get some attention?  haha  I remember last Valentines Alex got me a dozen roses, $200 and some perfume but then left!  What the heck?!?!  I would have traded all that for his time! 

So now Im trying to get some singles together and do something!  Movie or dinner or even a blockbuster night, ANYTHING!! hahaha