I wanna cry!

My sister called me and told me that she doesn't care she is going to pay for my hair cut AND to take me to go and get a pedicure!  To me its like I am about to be pampered and its been YEARS since I've had a pedicure (and no my toes aren't IN NEED hahaha) and as far as a hair cut I've never had a hair cut mainly trims so my hair right now right below my behind and Im cutting it to mid-back! 

Ok so yesterday I received a bill that was SO VERY unexpected and I called my cousin since she was the one that ran up my bill 3x that I normally pay and of course she'll see what she could do!  I don't even know why I tried anyways heck they owe me money already AND never replace using up ALMOST everything!   I felt like breaking down yesterday and trying to figure out what bills I can push back so unfortunately there is not much that I can say "Oh I don't have to pay that right now" Sooo Im working on Sunday which is the one day that I vowed NEVER to work on but its got to be done.

But on another good note, wanna end this positive, for some reason I am not too worried ya know.  For some reason I know its going to work out, I know it.  I think Im making myself worry but I just don't feel like I am going to fail, ya know.  Wishful thinking maybe or the Lord knows our needs and He will not let me fail.

Oh and Lisa's baby shower is THIS Saturday and WOW, its been a long time since I've been to one that wasn't mine! LMBO!