On and Off...

Well I caught up on my sleep that night, which was very much needed (which I'm sure you could tell from my last post haha). I went back and reread it right now LOL, I couldn't even understand what I was trying to say! SORRY ABOUT THAT!! Well my baby and Serina were sick. Serina had been up all night with headaches and of course only momma can make her feel better, so there I was up all night taking care of her and luckily my baby slept all that night. So in the morning about 7:30 I just dropped off my son to school and Serina was fine so I thought maybe it was just headache and she's fine now. Well I asked her over and over again if she was ok and she said yes and she played fine so I left it alone. We left the clinic after getting my baby her shots and there goes Serina as soon as we got home, she was having bad headaches again. So I was in the middle of feeding my baby some yummy carrots, I kinda rush that, got ready again and headed right back to the clinic. She had a sinus infection which she was so stuffed up it was making her head hurt. She's fine now :D Well after Fidel picked her up, I was going to lay down with my baby to take a much needed nap, but she started crying and running a little bit of fever. I really thought I was going to go crazy! So I gave her some Tylenol, she wouldn't eat and she didn't sleep all that night either. Which brings you to the post that didn't make sense! hahaha Hope that was clear enough for you! :)

Well, had a meeting with my lawyer, everything seems to be going ok with my divorce. We have my evidence together, my ex gave his disposition and we went over that. I had to clear up a lot of things my ex was claming. So crossing my fingers that everything goes smooth. Well I have to admit something, have you ever been so scared of someone that if things worked out for you that that person that was fighting to keep you down comes after you? I am! Everyone and sometimes even my lawyers doesn't seem to believe me or that I am exaggerating but I honestly feel that way. I hope I am just being paranoid but who knows my ex better than someone who spent 5+ years living, loving, leaving and being hurt by him?? I'm afraid that if he doesn't "hurt" me that he will leave to Mexico with my kids and I won't find them! :( I know most of you haven't gone through what I have or can understand where I'm coming from but I have less than 2 weeks till trial and.... Well I'll leave it at that.

My children are doing great! Still need to get some sleep, my daughter is on and off. She either sleeps through the night or she doesn't and last night was she was on! hahaha Doesn't she come with a switch or a remote?? I swear I need to find it! LOL Serina, is getting bigger and is starting to become a bully? How can I stop that before it gets out of hand?? Fidel is doing a great job in school! He had "S" - Satisfactory on everything!!!!!!!!! *sniff sniff* I'm so proud of him!