Im freakin' out!!!!

Ok I have about a week left till Trial next Wednesday, Happy Valentines Day to me! I am so scared, I know Im a great, loving and caring mother but its the fact NOT KNOWING what is going to happen! I need so much from everyone right now! Prayers, Prayers and Prayers! I have court tomorrow and Wednesday, one is a pre-trial hearing and the other is for this fee I forgot to pay to Fidel's lawyer since we were not able to work anything out at Mediation so I have to pay for his lawyers time being there! They are so good about draining money out of me that they failed to realize that they are taking away from my kids! But God has been providing and my kids have what they need. This is a short post, I have so much running through my head that I can't really think straight!

Oh yea and Saturday I went to Lisa's and MAN it was so good to have some me time! Even though we spent TWO HOURS at Walmart for a oil change! hahaha But I had my cholocate milk (originally a fudge sundae) and she had hers with some fries! Yea she's weird but Gotta Love Her! hahaha