Not gonna freak out

Ok so I called the Parole Board just now and I questioned it and they said "we don't see anything like that in our system only that he will not get another parole hearing till Dec"

So he is either still tryna keep me around by saying "hey Im getting out in March" OR that guy that went over his denial papers really did tell him that. 

When I found out that he could be released all that was going through my head was all the "harassment" and him forcing himself to be with me like he had always done.  He wrote in one of his letters that if I were to leave him that he would make my life a living hell, like I know he really can and that he would be worse than my ex-husband.  Which he had already accomplished that and I never thought anyone ever could.  I know he can make my life hell, he knows way too many people that don't care (if you know what I mean) and I know I will not deal with it and if it comes down to it I will call 911 but damn it why do I have to always be with the psycho ones!  Im tired of drama, Im tired of worrying about everything.  So I will not freak out and if he gets out just keep on going and if he wants to go crazy fine, he'll do it back in jail.  I am done, I am ready to move on!