Im ok!

I have been so busy at work its crazy!  My youngest daughter turned 2 on March 17th!  I baked a strawberry cake with strawberry slices on top, LaJuana and my babysitters family came and had so much fun!

Serina ended up cutting her hair!!  "But mommy I didn't want to wait anymore I wanted my hair short"  Arrrrrg! hahaha  She is still really really cute but I am not a short hair type of person but my daughter pulls it off very well!

My son has been with his father since the 13th and he finally came back yesterday!  I missed him so much!!  We went to IHOP to eat and they had a Dr Seuss theme going on so they had pancakes with pink and purple syrup and kissables sprinkled on top with a lollipop in the middle and their drink was 7-up with red and blue Jell-O pieces in it THEY LOVED IT!!

I know this is JUST A PHASE Im going through.  Don't take the following serious! hahaha  I miss being held at night.  A good man to call me and ask how my day went.  Someone that misses me and I miss them.  Even just have him think of me.  Ya know, I have been feeling down a little lately, don't know why really.  I've been reading my Bible everyday like always and praying but I don't think Im ready to let go.  To let go of the feeling that I want someone by my side.  I know with me being a single mother of 3 little ones it will be hard for a man to accept me and my kids.  I think the main problem is that they will think they will have to "support" my children, ya know, they wont understand that I don't want someone to "support" my children, I do that that's my responsibility and honestly I don't want to share that! hahaha But only accepts them and respects them and is there for me.