Gettin' better

Ok as everyone should know, I AM BLOG ILLITERATE!! LOL Luckily I have my own personal Blog Expert AKA Lisa who'll fix it for me! Well I've been through a lot, finally getting a little comfortable at the new home. Alex mother and family are great and have tried to make this as easy as possible for me and the children. Its like when I get home I have a meal ready for me to eat and I wash the dishes and clean up, you know. Its so much more relaxing AND I have more time with the kiddos! I love it, just not the fact we don't have our own room or our own beds like before but HEY no complaints here!

I am ready for Saturday, gonna go to My Hideout from Drama and hopefully I will have a babysitter so I can really have ME time with my best friend! But if not, my baby is not unwelcome so either way I'm excited!!! I have tonsillitis and can't talk or really eat/drink anything. This is so painful! TRUST ME, once I get better JACK N THE BOX BETTER BE PREPARED!!! hahaah I am so hungry, even eating soup or drink water hurts like crazy!

My son is ok in school, he needs a little help with numbers, well really just counting by 5's or by 10's you know... but he'll get it. I have slacked off because I have been moving, and getting sick and I'm seeing a change in his attitude in wanting to do homework. But I worked with him more this week and I have seen a improvement in his counts, etc. Serina, OMGOODNESS, she is like so spoiled and looooves to test your patience... its like she says to herself "Hmmmm, I wonder if momma will get mad if I do this...." OR "Well she didn't saying no to this...." Love that little woman to death but good gosh. My baby, is getting so big, she stands a little on her own and tries to walk so I think I'm gonna have a walker soon!!! WooHoo!! I will/Lisa will put some updated pictures of my kids next time. They are getting so big! I don't want them to grow up, they are suppose to stay small and cute! That's all!! Oh well I can't stop it, I'm just looking forward for the next surprise my kids come up with!

Drama!

I have had soo much going on in my life but I feel God is giving me a wake up call and get my life straight! I was in the hospital 1/4 and got out 1/7. Went home and Tuesday night my grandmother tries to fight me and of course I am not going to hit my grandmother so I pushed her off of me and went to my room and she is banging on my door trying to fight me and I tell her to stop especially since my son is there. Now remember I JUST got out of surgery! Soooo I packed up what I could and got me and my son out of there and I find out my cell is disconnected! So I have a new number now, I am living at Alex's mothers house AND my grandmother is expecting rent and cell phone money. Ummm no, I now need that money for a place to stay. But I hate being a "B" but she threw me and my children out with no where to go! Now I have told my lawyer that my grandmother sold her house and I had to be out by the weekend. I don't need the courts knowing anything else! I mean come on! My grandmother is upset because she THINKS I told her over the phone when I was in the hospital "I don't want ya'll here I feel more comfortable with Alex's family here" . Now I never told her that OR even thought that AT ALL! And she is the type of person that doesn't want to admit they are wrong so when I was telling her that I know I didn't say that and I promised her she just got more upset and started pushing me and then hitting me. Now my son is so terrified of her that when I picked him up for my weekend the first thing he told me was "We are not going to grandma's house, right?" That tore me up inside. She could have waited to start all her drama when my son wasn't there! My son did not need to be exposed to that AT ALL! None of my children did anything to her but yet she kicked us out! If I thought I didn't anything wrong I would admit it and move on but I was innocent in this the whole time! Now my back, neck, actually whole body hurts from the "fight" and moving all my stuff out and I have a migraine and thank God I have a Dr's appt tomorrow to find out if Im ok and if the pain is normal after surgery. Im mentally and physcially tired and this was the last thing me and my kids needed. Alex's mom was the one out of the 2 people who offered me a place to stay and my sister did too. My mom, well, she basically said call me and update me on where you are going to live, now she and her loooooong time boyfriend have a 3 bedroom house and its just them 2?? Anyways, loong story short me and the children have a place to stay and we are hopefully going to be ok.