Yes, its been a while...

Ok this is not much of an update.... But Serina has a sinus infection MY BAAAABY IS SICK!!! She had me up all night Tuesday night, Wednesday morning she was fine so I took my baby to get her shots and when we got home Serina started again, soooooo out again back to the doctors office. Well Fidel picked her up at 3:15 THEN my baby started! Arrrg.... Did get any sleep the last 3 nights, my baby was up all last night and when my alarm went off, I SWEAR I thought someone was calling me and I was thinking to myself "Who is calling me this late??" WEEEELLLLL , it was my alarm! All I could say was "Oh my GOD!" Soo yes, I am dragging today, I am litterally sleep walking right now... and I am not going to proof-ready my post... So forgive me...

MY BABY GOT HER FIRST TOOTH TODAY!!!

*sniff sniff* She's getting too big!

Its been a week...

And again when it was my time to pick up my children, my son was happy to leave with his mommy! Thank God! Lord, knows how hard it has been on me. Since I have been making more time with my children during the week (rather than rushing to get things done) I feel more relaxed, my children enjoy playing with me more and I get done STILL around the same time I always have been. Funny how that works out?

Well, it still isn't really sinking into Alex's head that I am not with him and he can't control me anymore. He really flipped out last Wednesday when I picked up my little girl and he was trying to "talk" to me and I just brushed him off and kept walking away. Its hard to be strong and stand up for what you believe in, especially alone. You know. I know I have friends but when I am alone and face someone I had once given my heart to and trusted with it and actually say "No, I am not going to take it anymore" and follow through, its hard. He calls me pretending he doesn't know what's going on. For instance, this morning, he calls me at 7:30 and says he is going to spend the day with the girls *that blew my mind* then he asked me "Can I take you out on a date?" of course, I tell him no and I have too much to do. I just dont' know how to be cold-hearted and mean so I let him down softly. Its like he wants me to forget that I left him and to see he is changing AGAIN and just let things be. But I am not this time, its been a good month or so and he still acting as if though things are good between us. What to do, what to do?

Oh my goodness! Now I didn't not know that prizes were going to be given every week, PROMISE! My church is doing a campaign on how many visitors we bring in and I brought the second most visitors last week and got a certificate to Walmart. Lets just say I bought my children what they needed plus some! haha I was so happy you should have seen me, I was tearing up the childrens sections and bought my baby a toy that hooks up to the carriage!! She loves it!! My children love the stuff I got them!!! My son got Batman and Cars underwear and a jacket, then my girl got some socks and some cute T's pink, white and yellow ones!! They were opening them like it was Christmas!! That felt so good!

So all in all, Im great!!!
God Bless!!

I know I know

Its time for an UPDATE!

haha Sorry been really busy with life. Well I have been praying and praying about my son and GUESS WHAT... This time (Friday) when I picked up my children my son ran to me and said "I missed you Mommy!" I just picked him up and held him. I put my children in the car and I turned to my sister, as we were driving off, and I said "Did you see that! My son ran to me" and she looked at me and said "Don't cry, you are suppose to be happy" and I kept crying and I told her " Im crying because I am happy. The Lord answered my prayer today and I can't help it". You mothers out there can just imagine what I had been going through the past month or so with my son and for a sudden change like that what mother wouldn't be overwhelmed with joy! I love my son so much and I know its not his fault or he was purposely doing it but I had to learn to be patient and keep my faith in Him. Now that started my weekend off GREAT!

Serina, is so hyper this weekend I thought I was going to lose my mind! haha She was just following me everywhere and after I took my baby a bath, I was putting lotion on her and Serina quirts a HUGE amount on her hand and starts rubbing it on my baby! Lets just saying I had enough to put on her and the baby and ME! But she only wants to help and I can't blame her but good gosh. :)

Alayna, is getting HUGE and spoiled and she knows it! I think she is actually teething now, she's been a little fussy and she isn't eating so much anymore. Hopefully this is a quick and smooth process for her. I never had a problem with Fidel and Serina when they were teething, it was actually easy. Now at night they were a little fussy but a little baby orajel did it! *crossing fingers*

My sister and her husband are living together again and I am so thankful! They came to church with me and my sister loves my church. Remind you, she hasn't been to church in at least 4 years! Well her husband wasn't too fond of it but he was raised as a Catholic so they don't really get into the Bible or the preaching as we do. But my sister is coming with me tomorrow to a "Ladies Tea Meeting" and her and her hubby may go Wednesday night too! I am so happy! My youngest brother is getting Baptized on Wednesday and I told him "Mijo, they asked me to run the nursery (which is something I still want to talk about) and I won't be in the service" and he said "Thats fine" and I said "I won't be in the service and you have to sit without me" and he said "That's ok, I don't mind" WOW, not I wasn't discouraging my brother from going I just wanted to make sure he knew I wouldn't be in service! I invited my sister and hopefully she goes so that he won't sit alone. Oh ok, before I foget, one of the ladies asked me to run the nursery Wednesday night and I happily agreed. Now I been having this urge to ask someone where I can volunteer at in the church but just been too shy too. And when she came to me I took it! How could I say no!!

Ok I have work to do right now... may update more later.