And again No Baby
Ok ok ok, now the doctor is really working my nerves! Doesn't he understand that these contractions I am having are just a little bit PAINFUL! When he told me I was having my baby Friday I was soo excited, but now I have to wait till today's visit to find out when I am going to have my baby?!?! YOU TOLD ME FRIDAY!!! Oh well, it just wasn't time, I guess. I think he is trying to make money off of me because he wants to see me every 2 days to keep an eye on the baby, and each visit costs me $30. So I am going to tell him today that if he doesn't induce then he will not see me until I am in the hospital pushing for dear life!!
My brothers B-day was Saturday and we threw a party for him and everyone got soooo drunk it was funny! They called me Sunday morning telling me how I just sat back and watched everyone drink knowing they were going to get f*ed up! hahaha And I did, Hey ya'll are grown you should know when to stop. HAHA I enjoyed every minute of it!! Ya'll want to drink in front of me and tell me "Mmmm this is some good shit" then you know what, I hope ya'll enjoyed the hang-over just as much as I enjoyed waking up feeling good and energetic!! hahaha I still love 'em!
Well I have officially picked someone to be in the hospital with me when I KNOW FOR SURE I AM HAVING THE BABY, I have asked my sister to do it and she practically cried on the phone when I asked her. I know I mentioned that I didn't want to be alone and I had some volunteers and I appreciate it soooo much but my sister means so much to me that I want her to see my last child born. Sometimes I feel like I am going to regret that I am not going to let Alex be in the room with me but at the same time, WHY? He hasn't done anything for me or this baby, he is still f*ing around with Judy (which by the way I got a phone call from Sunday morning), and he only came to maybe 2 doctor visits with me. That's it! So I feel like my sister is the best one to have there for ME! You know. Am I wrong? Do ya'll think Im going to regret this decision?
My brothers B-day was Saturday and we threw a party for him and everyone got soooo drunk it was funny! They called me Sunday morning telling me how I just sat back and watched everyone drink knowing they were going to get f*ed up! hahaha And I did, Hey ya'll are grown you should know when to stop. HAHA I enjoyed every minute of it!! Ya'll want to drink in front of me and tell me "Mmmm this is some good shit" then you know what, I hope ya'll enjoyed the hang-over just as much as I enjoyed waking up feeling good and energetic!! hahaha I still love 'em!
Well I have officially picked someone to be in the hospital with me when I KNOW FOR SURE I AM HAVING THE BABY, I have asked my sister to do it and she practically cried on the phone when I asked her. I know I mentioned that I didn't want to be alone and I had some volunteers and I appreciate it soooo much but my sister means so much to me that I want her to see my last child born. Sometimes I feel like I am going to regret that I am not going to let Alex be in the room with me but at the same time, WHY? He hasn't done anything for me or this baby, he is still f*ing around with Judy (which by the way I got a phone call from Sunday morning), and he only came to maybe 2 doctor visits with me. That's it! So I feel like my sister is the best one to have there for ME! You know. Am I wrong? Do ya'll think Im going to regret this decision?
posted by Crystal @ 8:52 AM
1 Comments:
At 3:48 PM,
Stace said…
You do what you do.
*Sidenote* Alayna was born March 17th at approx 4 am. I forget the pounds and the ounces, you talk to Crystal about that one. :)
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