Dumb Ass!
Ok I feel like a Dumb Ass!! Lisa practially did everything for me! All I did was read her directions and copy and paste!!
Thanks Lise!
Well I have been in the same situation as Lise for the past year or so with Alex. Actually I think I have it worse, you know it involves kids and all. Alex cried again when I told him to seriously accept the fact that I am not with him. Everytime I "leave" him he would call his daughter and I would talk to her and he knew she is my weakness. Well guess what! He tried that just a couple of minutes ago! I love that girl to death!! Sometimes I just really want to adopt her and become her mother, you know. Her mother hasn't been in her life or even attempted in at least 2 1/2 years. I have been there for her, buying her what she needs and taking her out and spending time with her just like if she were my own! Well heck I had two of her sisters how much closer can I be?!?! Am I really wrong for feeling this way about her? I really do consider her as one of my daughters I Love her soo much that I do see her as my daughter. And Im scared that once Alex realizes that I am not going to be with him that I won't see or talk to her as often or may never again. Should I suck it up and deal with it or should I just let go and if it comes down to it just forget about her? WHY IS THIS SO HARD FOR ME?? I don't want anyone to try and take my place with Natalie(Alex's daughter)!
Well I am busy... LATER!!
Thanks Lise!
Well I have been in the same situation as Lise for the past year or so with Alex. Actually I think I have it worse, you know it involves kids and all. Alex cried again when I told him to seriously accept the fact that I am not with him. Everytime I "leave" him he would call his daughter and I would talk to her and he knew she is my weakness. Well guess what! He tried that just a couple of minutes ago! I love that girl to death!! Sometimes I just really want to adopt her and become her mother, you know. Her mother hasn't been in her life or even attempted in at least 2 1/2 years. I have been there for her, buying her what she needs and taking her out and spending time with her just like if she were my own! Well heck I had two of her sisters how much closer can I be?!?! Am I really wrong for feeling this way about her? I really do consider her as one of my daughters I Love her soo much that I do see her as my daughter. And Im scared that once Alex realizes that I am not going to be with him that I won't see or talk to her as often or may never again. Should I suck it up and deal with it or should I just let go and if it comes down to it just forget about her? WHY IS THIS SO HARD FOR ME?? I don't want anyone to try and take my place with Natalie(Alex's daughter)!
Well I am busy... LATER!!
posted by Crystal @ 10:24 AM
1 Comments:
At 11:06 AM,
Lisa said…
you are so ok w/ feeling that way about his daughter! i got attached to my ex's daughter-we weren't together for as long as ya'll have been.i actually missed her more than him when i broke it off.but we ended on good terms-so i can still see her if when i want to, pretty much.but hopefully he won't do that to you.
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