WHAT A WEEKEND!
Now Saturday was the Mother's Day Bar-b-que we had at my house,I had so much fun until about 9 when I got a call from my ex telling me my son was in the hospital again!! Why is it that my children are always sick or injuried when they are with him?!?! But of course the courts don't see that!! Well I guess I can only take it one day at a time and hopefully things will go great 06/05/06 at the pre-trial. PLEASE PRAY FOR THE BEST INTEREST OF MY CHILDREN!! Im leaving it in God's hands whether he intends for my children to be with me or not. He's knows what's best so I will leave it up to him. But prayers will also help too ;)
Well Sunday, wasn't too good until I picked up my children! I felt lonely and Alex took Alayna to his mothers house. So I was alone until 6pm then when I went to go pick up Alayna and Alex proposed to me!! That just blew me away!! I didn't expect that! He asked me what he needed to do to prove to me that he really wanted to be with me and only me! I told him I didn't know and that I don't want to be with anyone. Thats when he asked me "Baby Marry Me?... I want to be with you and only you. I want us to raise our children together...." I still told him no but I feel really bad because I really do believe him but I am scared you know...
Ok... Well I have to go.... Oh and no one called me for Mother's Day which I felt really bad about too. My dad finally called me about 6pm and that was really it and Alex didn't tell me until I talked him when I picked up Alayna... Am I a bad mother??
Well Sunday, wasn't too good until I picked up my children! I felt lonely and Alex took Alayna to his mothers house. So I was alone until 6pm then when I went to go pick up Alayna and Alex proposed to me!! That just blew me away!! I didn't expect that! He asked me what he needed to do to prove to me that he really wanted to be with me and only me! I told him I didn't know and that I don't want to be with anyone. Thats when he asked me "Baby Marry Me?... I want to be with you and only you. I want us to raise our children together...." I still told him no but I feel really bad because I really do believe him but I am scared you know...
Ok... Well I have to go.... Oh and no one called me for Mother's Day which I felt really bad about too. My dad finally called me about 6pm and that was really it and Alex didn't tell me until I talked him when I picked up Alayna... Am I a bad mother??
posted by Crystal @ 1:41 PM
1 Comments:
At 6:40 AM,
Lisa said…
girl, you are NOT a bad mother! i was debating half the day on driving to see my mom...i know thats prolly bad but i was just so damn tired...but ended up still making the trip just to be there w/ my mom.
wow!! he proposed! so why exactly are ya'll doin the whole custody thing if ya'll are already taking turns every other week w/ the kids? why don't ya'll keep it like that? but good luck w/ the whole court stuff-i'll pray for ya...=)
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